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It’s been a while…

It’s been a while since I wrote something in my wordpress. I don’t know why but it seem that I’ve lost my interest and passion in wordpress or maybe I’m too busy and too tired with work since. Good to know that I’m still active in blogspot with my ESL Learning blog and my futsal blog http://pksolee.blogspot.com.

It’s been tiring, I mean really extremely tiring for me lately. Sometimes I cannot focus between things that are important and those are not. When we started to like something or someone it’s very hard to stop or stop thinking about it.

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I Wish You’re Not Falling For Me Because I’ve Fallen For You.

This could be the last love story that I’ll ever told. It strikes me as I couldn’t see it coming; like the rushes to the blood, like a roller coaster ride, like a first love, like everything is moving fast except me, head over heel.

I have fallen for a girl, a girl of every man’s dream and desire, a girl that will kill you with her sincere smile, a girl that will choke you with the look from her shining eyes, a girl of fatal attraction, a very special girl. Before there was complete silence in me when she is around and my heart keep beating like never before. The feeling was indescribable, like nothing in this world and again like the first love, so wonderful and meaningful.

I think that I have met her before but I cannot recall when or where or maybe it is just me, I don’t know because I have fallen for her and the feeling drifts me away, far away up the sky, to the cloud nine. Before there was only smiles between us and some simple hellos and again they were inexpressible and beautiful, the feeling, the rush and the moment itself.

I have fallen for you and hope that you’re not fallen for me. Things that happened between us are so beautiful and we need to keep it that way, every split second, every passing hour, every blinks of our meeting eyes, every honest laugh that we share, every looks that we gave each other. This will always remain a secret promise in me and it can only be broken by you if you started to fall for me too. This is the most meaningful risk I ever took in my life, to have fallen for someone that is not meant for me, not today, not tomorrow, not forever be.

I’ll remember this, I’ll remember you, I’ll remember the feelings that I have put at stakes. It was so beautiful, the feeling and only beautiful can describe it all, beautifully meaningful. This is a love story, the last love story that never meant to be told.

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The Classes Start Today.

I started my respective classes for this semester today. It’s been a while but it’s quite a relief actually to see and interact with the students again for the 3 consecutive semesters. The maximum number of students that I got so far is 18 of them and the least is 8 students. So far, I never received any complaints or should I say that I have no complaints towards the senior students because they are very obidient and at most of the time they know what to do especially the do’s and don”ts in classroom. 

One advantage of teaching senior students is they are outnumbered and it will be quite easy to lecturers to project their beautiful and harmonic voices all over the class. And it will be easy for lecturer like me t0 monitor them, once they are outnumbered they cannot escape as I know their faces and names especially. Looking forward for a  beautiful, less hazy semester.

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A ‘Surprise’ Annual Dinner.

An annual dinner is usually related to organizations especially the private that want to celebrate their employees in a sense of their contributions to the employers and their organizations. It is also a way to show employers’ gratitude towards their workers that have been working hard to maintain or to develop the business over the years.

Well, I have a great story about an annual dinner that I have attended and it was really surprising, not to say that it was a surprise annual dinner but it was surprising especially for the newbie like me. That was the first time for me and I never wanted to be in such annual dinner again, ever.

It was the time of the year, the moment that everyone’s being waiting for (I guess) especially to the senior members of this private college where I worked before for 10 sad months. There’s no specific theme for the dinner, just be yourself and eat whatever that you’ve paid using your own money. The so called ‘Annual Dinner’ arouses a few questions out of my mind because I never expected an Annual Dinner to be arranged in such manner.

The first question is ‘Why is it the employees have to pay from their own pocket for the Annual Dinner?’ As what I have mentioned earlier an Annual Dinner should be the time for the employer to celebrate their loyal employees over the years. Is it supposed to be free? Most of the employees came by using their own transportation and it was really like having your own dinner at a certain dining place with your family members at your own cost. That was really sad.

The second question is ‘Why is it for those employees that cannot come to the Annual Dinner their salary will be cut? Just imagine if you are sick the day before it doesn’t mean that you will be fine on the next day, clearly mean that you cannot get yourself to the Annual Dinner. No matter what excuses you gave, no matter how hard you cried the management of the college will never spare you. Whether you like it or not, no matter you’re going or not, the amount of your salary will not be the same as you saw them the month before. That was really sad number two.

An annual dinner should be a platform to build better rapport among employees and the relationship with their employers. If you don’t feel like going to the annual dinner meaning there’s something wrong going on there, it’s either you or your employer or in such cases both of you. I hope the college that I have mentioned stops doing whatever they’re doing to their poor employees. Be a good and a reliable employer for god sake and for the development of the college itself. Stop discriminating others.

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Pounding by The Doves.

Another great song by The Doves. I heard it for the first time in the DVS Skate More video, a run by Mikey Taylor.

I can’t stand by
And see you destroyed
I can’t be here
And watch you burn up
Lie for the moment
And lie as a decoy
So does it matter
If I give in easy?
So why
Is it so hard to get by?

And I say
We so down
But it’s now or never baby
We don’t mind
If this don’t last forever
See the light
But it won’t last forever
Seize the time
Cause it’s now or never baby

Let’s leave at sunrise
Let’s live by the ocean
I don’t mind
If we never come home at all
Steal the morning
So set in motion
In and out of love
And institutions
Cause I know
This can’t last for long

And I say
We so down
But it’s now or never baby
We don’t mind
If this don’t last forever
See the light
But it won’t last forever
Seize the time
Cause it’s now or never baby

So why
Is it so hard to get by?
And I say…

We so down
AND! this can’t last forever
We don’t mind
Cause it’s now or never baby

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Caught By The River by The Doves.

Honestly, I just love this song since the first time I heard it. I was actually looking for the song “Pounding” from the same band to be downloaded and Limewire came out with this great song as well. It soothered my mind most of the time.

Son
What have you done?
You’re caught by the river
You’re coming undone

Life
You know it can’t be so easy
But you can’t just leave it
Cause you’re not in control no more

And you give it all away
Would you give it all away now?
Don’t let it come apart
Don’t want to see you come apart

Son
What are you doing?
You learned a hard lesson
When you stood by the water

You and I
Were so full of love and hope
Would you give it all up now?
Would you give in just to spite them all?

Cause you give it all away
And you give it all away now
Don’t let it come apart
Don’t want to see you come apart

Cause you give it all away
And you give it all away now
Don’t let it come apart
Don’t want to see you come apart

Lay
I lay in the long grass
So many people
So many people pass

Stay
Stay here and lie on back
Get down in the cornfields
Stay till we’re caught at last

Give it all away
Give it all away now
Don’t let it come apart
Don’t want to see you come apart

And you give it all away
Would you give it all away now?
Don’t let it come apart
Don’t want to see you come apart

Would you give it all away?
Would you give it all away?
Would you give it all away?
Give it all away
Give it all away
Give it all away
Give it all away

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Idou Is The Name.

Yesterday I scrolled through the net just to find out what is latest from Sony Ericsson and this is it, the Sony Ericsson Idou that will be out at the middle of 2009 worldwide but I’m not sure when it will be available in Malaysia. Here’s some of the review that I managed to cite from a related site.

 Sony Ericsson has just unveiled a concept Symbian Foundation platform based phone called Idou. It’s actually more than just a concept as it is said to become a real device, but at the moment it is in a very early stage so many things may change until then. Detailed information/specifications and release date will be announced later this year but the device is supposed to become available in the second half of 2009.

Idou is a part of The Entertainment Unlimited consumer proposition announced today at the Mobile World Congress in Barcelona. Bringing together rich content, unique applications and best in class entertainment experiences, the new consumer proposition is based around three key promises:

* Uniting best in class entertainment experiences into one offering such as the Walkman music experience, the Cyber-shot imaging experience, Java gaming and messaging integrated with services and applications.
* Broadening entertainment experiences by seamlessly integrating the mobile phone into other devices in the home letting consumers share and enjoy top quality entertainment content through a variety of channels including TV, PC and Hifi systems.
* Fusing communication with entertainment by removing barriers and offering unlimited sharing opportunities, multiplying the value of people’s entertainment experiences through a host of innovative web applications and Sony Ericsson’s Play Now offering.

Capture moments, talk through pictures and share all your experiences like never before with the 12.1 megapixel camera, intuitive touch features and Xenon flash. Tap directly into your favourite videos and tracks with the full-touch media menu and feast your eyes on movies, TV-series and video clips in true 16:9 widescreen format (3.5″ display). Based on what will become the Symbian Foundation operating system, thousands of applications are available online letting you install new applications and download exciting content from PlayNow to make the Idou truly yours.

The demo unit showcased in Barcelona was equipped with a very “introductory” development build of the OS so it’s hard to speculate now how the final version will look like. Based on the first release of the Symbian Foundation platform, it will be a successor to the current S60 5th Edition. As a “Symbian Foundation Certified” device, it will be cross-compatible with all other Symbian Foundation based devices of other brands (e.g. Nokia or Samsung) and hopefully also with existing 3rd software that now works fine e.g. on the Nokia 5800. The UI of the Idou will follow Sony Ericsson’s UI design, including e.g. the Media Bar, Walkman Player, icons and menu style known from other Sony Ericsson phones.”

So you have read it by yourself, now it’s the time to decide. It’s so amazing I wet myself LOL. Less is more.

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